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Anxiety [Part 1]
I feel it, I’ve always felt it, Deep down in the trenches of selfIt is always with me. I scream my lungs out in the dead of night Alone like countless others I scar my arms till it runs redTill pain fills me to the brim My demons still linger There is no end to…
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Suicide [Part 2]
How will I surviveWhen everything points to deathWhen in my darkest momentsThat is all I can think of I spend my nights holding soul and heartAfraid to let go and loseSo I grip tight like a blade on skinFeel the pain, Atleast I feel something other than perpetual darknessOther than fearClosing in like a monster…
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3pm at night
Emotions are a lie whispered through lonely souls So I choose dark oblivionTo wade in the dark absence,To be one with the abyssTo feel nothing, to be nothingI choose numbness, I choose death
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Fear.
My worst enemy You haunt my every living moment Can’t sleep, can’t function….Lie awake each night contemplating the future Will I make it or die out Tears are shed as it grips my heart I have known fear,I don’t wish to know it anymoreIt must be wonderful for those who know peace I’m losing my…
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Normies
How do I make them understand? The chaos that is my mind, The emptiness that consumes me daily The inferno brewing in my soul How do I make them see? How do I bring my darkness to their light? Through an abyss that swallows up everything How do I stay intact? Hold it together How…
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Doom.
Inconceivable to see self without darkness Hovering, towering, consuming Keystone depression got me raging Mythological la-la land Achieved only on a high
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Me
Ever felt this nothingness, So hollow and empty I want it all to end, It never does This illusion that is my life, that is my nightmare Endless inescapable torture I just want to crawl into my empty space Cry and scream my lungs out to the void Fear and blood on my lips Most…
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In The Dark
Words born out of darkness Birthed by a broken soul Full of fear, neglect, self hate and pain Born of tears in dark desolate nightmares I trace a story through my arm I love my scars I love the pain Self inflicted nightly like prescription drugs Self inflicted daily for I do so love it…
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Bleed
One thing sets it off Then it’s an avalanche of it all Nothing can quench the beast, It dictates blood All I do is bleed at it’s behest A puppet in the puppet masters show Will I ever crawl out of this abyss? Will I ever be whole?
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Feel
All I want is to feel, Anything other than darkness, Other than fear and pain I’m on the edge, In this dark empty space I call me I suffer alone In darkness away from life.