I was on the verge of it
I was at the edge
I was engulfed in my darkest moment
I was so close to
So close I could almost taste it
So monumentally scared
It was in my blood, heart and soul
It is from my deepest darkest depths
It was everywhere around me
I felt dirty and tainted

It was all I could think about
Second after ticking second
Minute after minute of pure agony
Yet I knew my demon must be fed
It demands blood to be sated
I knew what I had to do