Ever felt this nothingness,

So hollow and empty

I want it all to end,

It never does

This illusion that is my life, that is my nightmare

Endless inescapable torture

I just want to crawl into my empty space

Cry and scream my lungs out to the void

Fear and blood on my lips

Most of you will never know,

Never know,

This intense pain gushing all over like a thousand knives,

All at once

Going deep in me for the kill

I feel this always.