My worst enemy
You haunt my every living moment
Can’t sleep, can’t function….
Lie awake each night contemplating the future
Will I make it or die out

Tears are shed as it grips my heart
I have known fear,
I don’t wish to know it anymore
It must be wonderful for those who know peace

I’m losing my mind
I want peace.
Self inflicted in the depths of darkness,
Or drug induced daily like a prescription