The blade starts looking real tempting,
Middle of the night
Heart full of darkness and fear
Eyes full of hurt it’s pouring out
Do I put it to my arm or my neck?
New scars or ending it all?
Sleeping tonight or sleeping forever?
New scars seem appealing but death sounds better
I don’t have to fight anymore
No abyss to drag my soul to the depths each night
No more endless tears
No living in fear of everything always
No more sleepless nights contemplating death
No longer a disappointment to everyone
Just dead
So I lay there,
Alone in all the world as my demons devour me
Body soul heart and mind
Living isn’t worth it
Death is all I look forward to
Late night truths
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….that’s when I understand,
Finally the truth comes out,
That this demon has been shouting,
Has been numbing,
Has caused my heart to race,
And I know her scent,
For she has been here-
More times than I can count,
And the sound of her name,
So I call her out to sham her,
“Anxiety, you have had your last!”
And I hear the rattling gate,
Screeching from her push,
She disappears into her abyss,
As life returns to this snow-cold heart.😉 -
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